...So this week was unbelievable!!!! We found many new people to teach, taught SO many lessons, had so many people at church, was guided by the spirit, went to the temple twice, went to a baptism!! Where do I start?!?! (this might be jumpy so hang on!)
So first of all, let's just start somewhere. We had a real live lesson with [the car wash guy], in his home, with his girlfriend and the lesson went amazing. The spirit was incredible there! and having his girlfriend there (who's a recent convert) was the biggest help that could have happened! She was amazing! (Come to find out an elder that I served with in McMinnville taught her! How crazy is that?!?!) The lesson was amazing and he was so in-tuned with the spirit. It was so strong. By the time we got to the end of the lesson, we invited him to come to church with us and he said YES!!!!!!!!!!!! he said he would come!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Not only that, he was going to go to a baptism with his girlfriend on Saturday. So fast forward to Sunday, [the car wash guy] comes to church!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Before church we were freaking out, jumping up and down, saying '[He] is coming to church, [he] is coming to church !!!!!!!!!!!!!!' Oh, it was remarkable!!!!!! He walked in and we all sat down. He said he loved the baptism that he went to on Saturday. And church couldn't have been better! He had to leave after the sacrament but said, 'I'm going to see if I can get [his girlfriend] to come to church here next week. It should be easy enough.' [HE] WANTED TO COME BACK!!!!!!!!!!!! gosh dang it!!! he's going to get baptized, he just doesn't know it yet!!!!!!!!! GA!!!!!! It was the BEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
We taught [another lady] this week. She doesn't see the difference in religions except she feels the spirit for sure. So! we decided that we were going to watch the Restoration with her. When we go in there I realized that my ipad had only 13% left on it. The Restoration was a 20 minute video and I know that with that much battery and what we wanted to watch, we weren't going to make it. But we exercised faith in the Lord and decided to go for it. We gave [the lady] the ipad and began praying that the battery would last. My heart leaped with joy when we got to the end of the movie and the ipad was still alive!!!!!!! I couldn't believe it!!!!! I know my ipad well. It shouldn't have lasted, but it did. That my friends, was a miracle. And she LOVED IT. She loves the church, she loves the building, she feels the spirit. She'll come, with time she'll come :) :)
Wednesday was an incredibly filled day. We got up at 5:00 a.m. so we could go to the temple that morning. I haven't been since December and oh boy oh boy oh boy was I anxious to go!!!! The Portland temple is my favorite place in the world! The celestial room is..undescribable!!! That place is amazing. We went as a district and all I can say is it was exactly what was needed. I learned so much and came away feeling so much better about life. Wow! Then we went to [a granddaughter they have been teaching's] lesson. The lesson went great. We talked about reading our scriptures, praying and being obedient. And guess what!!! by the end of the lesson [she] put herself back on date for baptism!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! She's going to get baptized still!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yayayayayayaya!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Oh, it was the best feeling in the world!!! I cried saying goodbye to [her] and the [family]. I couldn't hold back the tears anymore, I just couldn't. They just came (super embarrassing haha!!) but wow, that's going to be a good day [the baptism] :) We zipped off to a lesson with a member's less active daughter. She has so many questions about the gospel and hasn't been sure who to ask. So she came to us with her questions, and they were TOUGH questions. I didn't know the answers. So we've been searching them all week. You could see the relief just be lifted off her shoulders as we listened to her questions and told her we would find answers to them. Finally she felt she had someone she could talk to and confide in. It was the best feeling ever!!! We finally saw [the 15 yr. old they have been teaching for a long time now] that day too. I love her, I love her, I love her!!!! She's amazing. We talked about where she's at in all this. She said that she wants to make sure she believes this 100% and is in it for the long run before she gets baptized. She said she still sees herself getting baptized, she just wants to make sure. I'll take it. Its work but I'll take it...she is going to be amazing. She also came to church on Sunday with us!!!! Her and I hung out in the Young Women's together and she was answering questions all about the priesthood that she knew. Oh, I was like a proud mama!! :D She's something special. She doesn't know it but she is something special. That night we went to dinner and they brought a non-member to dinner. We got talking and she's been to church several times, loves the gospel and the people. We asked if she has ever met with the missionaries before and she said she hadn't, only talked to her friends about the church. We invited her to take the lessons and she said YES!!!!!!!! Tears filled the member's eyes as we left. They've been friends for a long time and all he could say was thank-you. It was like we were floating on cloud nine. The spirit was so good and continued to lead us. We went to [an older gentleman they have been working with] after that. [He's] been reading the Book of Mormon and he LOVES it. You should see him when we read. He gets all into it and then he'll stop and ponder about what things mean and what it means for him. And then he asks questions and wants to hear about how all things are. His son was over one day while we were talking and [he] convinced him to stay and read with us. He told his son all about the Book of Mormon and what it's about and how it all works out and who Nephi is and what not. It was SO good!!! We invited him to church, but he didn't come. That's okay. Time, just time :) It was the best day EVER!!!!!!!!!!!! We got to the end of the night and was exhausted from the day!!!! We had been up so early and going all day long. It was amazing. We slept well that night!!!
We saw [another lady] this week, our Jehovah Witness friend. She was really struggling with the concept of a spirit world and a premortal life and the fact that we had spirits. So we dove into the scriptures and began reading all over the place. It was so funny. She was like, 'Oh my goodness, it says it right here that we have a spirit! Who would of guessed! Well, I guess if the scriptures say so!! I'll keep pondering this.' She wants to believe this so badly. She kept telling us, 'I want believe this. I really really want to believe this. I want to know if this is true.' Over and over again she kept saying that. She'll find her answer :) She also came to church on Sunday! She had tears in her eyes most the day as I'm certain she has found what she's looking for. Saying goodbye to her was a killer!! She's like, 'I would cry, but I won't. Just remember that I love you.' ah!!!!! I love [her]!!! I think that's the hardest part about this whole thing is that you grow to love these people SO much and then when you have to leave you can't see them grow and progress and gain that light about them and see it change them. It's SO hard to walk away as you started this journey together. ga! It rips my heart out!! but her being in church was the icing on the cake!!!!!!!!
We went to the temple again on Friday with President and Sister Taylor and the other missionaries that are leaving. Wow. The three sisters and I and Sister Taylor sat in the celestial room by ourselves for almost 45 min (poor Pres was waiting for us, hah!) but seriously being up there with her and talking and just..wow. It was a special experience for me and the advice and love and care that she showed to me - my heart is full. I know I was meant to meet them. We were friend before this life. I've learned so much from them. They've been the greatest example to me and have had the unconditional love they've loved me for, for how I am and I couldn't be more grateful to them. Being in the temple with them knowing that these relationships have gone on forever..what a blessing.
And then we come to Saturday. The baptism!!! Oh my goodness, everyone was there!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The dream team, all the Mount Scott people, [the man being baptized]! President and the office staff, ah!!!!! Life doesn't get better than that!!! I gave the talk and honestly I'm not sure what I said. The spirit took over and I bore my testimony of baptism to [him] and the importance of it. It went well. But to see [him] dressed in white, knowing his story and his background, seeing his wife, who I'm sure has long awaited this day, and to see that it is all finally and actually happening, more tears. To see him come up out of the water, knowing that he was clean, knowing the promises he's made and him knowing the promises he's made. Life doesn't get better than that. He was confirmed at the baptism and oh my goodness. It was amazing. The spirit there was unbelievable!! As once more a child has taken the first step back into the presence of our Father in Heaven. Words cannot describe, only love. There was so much love.
After the baptism we zipped back to Vancouver for a conference. Elder Call and Bro. Ridd were here from SLC and they talked to us for a bit. It was really good. By the time it was over though and we were all leaving, it meant I had to say goodbye one last time to all my sisters. They have been my mission. The sisters in the mission don't know or realize how much they have influenced my life. Some missionary's missions are all about the investigators, but my mission has been about these sisters. I love them as if they were my own. We are family now. They've become my best friends. They understand, they have the biggest hearts and their testimonies have strengthened mine in ways they may never know. They are the hardest to leave. More laughs, more smiles, a few tears and many many hugs. I love the sisters of the WVM. They are my family, the sisters I've long awaited to have. They will never understand what they mean to me.
Yesterday after church!!! (with everyone there!) All I wanted to do was tract!! I just wanted to tract!! I wanted to knock doors until I couldn't knock on doors anymore!! I wanted to testify of Christ to every person I saw!! We've tracted a lot so we were trying to find a neighborhood that we hadn't tracted. Thank goodness Sister Rix was in-tune with the Holy Ghost and remembered one we hadn't spent much time in. As we were driving around the neighborhood looking for what street to start and a place to park, we drove past a house and the holy ghost hit me with a 2X4 saying the we HAD to go knock on that house. It stood out like a sore thumb. So we drove down the street for a bit and then got out. Sis. Rix headed to one side but I was like, 'No, we have to go knock on that house with the blue door and the brick siding' (it was quiet a ways back) and so she's like.. okay. We walked up to the door and a guy answered. He had to be 18 or something. We talked to him and told him the message we were sharing about Christ. We testified of the restored gospel and about the Book of Mormon. We offered him a Book of Mormon and he gladly took it. We asked if we could come back and without hesitation or a moment of thought he said, 'yes'. They are going back Wednesday to teach him. It was amazing. The rest of the night..pretty much no one answered their door. Wow. The holy ghost will lead and guide us to all places in our lives. God knows where his children are and who we need to talk to, if we only listen to it's prompting and follow it's council. We will be blessed and see miracles. I was floored. I wasn't sure what I was expecting but the spirit told me that there was someone in there who was ready and they were. Never doubt the spirit.
We spent the last hour of the evening saying goodbye to those we love. It's been really hard to walk away from all this. These people have become my family. They've become my life. They've helped me to become who I am today and helped change me into this person I've become. And I can't believe that I am simply going to walk away from it all. It's a stabbing to the heart and it kills. Its been so hard to say goodbye. It's taken everything I've had to simply walk away. But I've been praying and praying that the Lord would give me strength to make it through this. And I've felt the strength of God being poured out in abundance. I've felt angels bearing me up and giving me the strength to move forward.
It's onward and upward from here. My journey has come to a close but the memories will last forever. It's now time to apply the lessons I have learned from this past 18 months to the rest of my life. This journey has not been easy. It's not what I ever expected it to be. It's been so much better. I feel full. I feel satisfied. I'm at peace. I've done the work that the Lord has called me to do. I've done what he's asked. I've tried my best. Miracles have happened. The Lord has been so good to me. My heart has been touched and changed forever because of those I've met and the experiences I've been through. I'm not the same person I was, and that's a blessing in and of itself.
I know that God lives. I know that he is my loving Heavenly Father. I now that he knows his children. Joseph Smith did in fact see what he said he saw in the grove of trees. The priesthood is on the earth today, in it's fullness, with all power to bind families forever, to give blessings, to bestow gifts to all God's children. The Book of Mormon is the word of God. By reading it I have come closer to my savoir then ever before. The words within it are true. Words cannot express how grateful I am for my savior Jesus Christ and for His love, kindness and most of all, His atonement, so we truly are never alone. He knows how we feel and how to succor us. Through him, all things are possible. He is my best friend, my redeemer, my savior and master. I will follow him to the day I die, for in his arms we are safe. We are protected and he can make this life ever more greater than what I could ever make of it.
I love my savior Jesus Christ. He's been so good to me, but all in all, THE CHUCH IS TRUE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
'... my joy is full, yea, my heart is brim with joy, and I will rejoice in my God.
Yea, I know I am nothing; as to my strength I am weak; therefore I will not boast of myself,
but I will boast of my God, for in his strength I can do all things;
yea, behold, many mighty miracles we have wrought in this land,
for which we will praise his name forever.
Behold, how many thousands of our brethren has he loosed from the pains of hell;
and they are brought to sing redeeming love,
and this because of the power of his word which is in us,
therefore have we not great reason to rejoice?
Yea, we have reason to praise him forever, for he is the Most High God,
and has loosed our brethren from the chains of hell.
Yea, they were encircled about with everlasting darkness and destruction;
but behold, he has brought them into his everlasting light,
yea, into everlasting salvation;
and they are encircled about with the matchless bounty of his love;
yea, and we have been instruments in his hands of doing this great and marvelous work.
Therefore, let us glory, yea, we will glory in the Lord;
yea, we will rejoice, for our joy is full;
yea, we will praise our God forever.
Behold, who can glory too much in the Lord?
Yea, who can say too much of his great power, and of his mercy,
and of his long-suffering towards the children of men?
Behold, I say unto you, I cannot say the smallest part which I feel.'
(Alma 26:11-16)
I love you forever,
See you tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SISTER MAXFIELD"
excerpts from Erin's last missionary email 06/09/2014